I miss him :(

It`s been a week AGAIN, that my boyfriend got mad at me and doesn`t talk to me. Well, it`s really sad and makes me mad a bit, because it is very immature because of not talking to me, not having time to talk for our problem, for it to be fix. But it just seems he doesn`t care at all... It hurts for me a lot because the reason why he`s mad is because his friends made a story about me and his old bestfriend. Liek that we were texting, flirting and that we had something special that no one knows and that something ad already happened to us. Honestly, yes we texted but there was nothing more than that. I am sure of what I am saying and there`s nothing I kan do about it anymore, because he told me LIKE ALWAYS, that he would never believe anything of what I`m saying. Now, last night I attempted again for the last time to try to talk to him, but it`s liek he doesn`t even bother of what I am going through, of what I am feeling and where will our relationship go? If he is still like that and all... But, it turned out, he just yelled at me and shouted bad words and it made me melt liek ice... It hurts! I know, he`s mad about it because he said why wouldn`t I be honest to him? And why does he had to hear it form others. Well, to explain to you clearly, this "friends" of his who made some fucked up stories about me, when we entered college, we met some new friends, and became close and all. But the wrong part that I had done is that I trusted them and showed my strong and weak points. So then before, they were the ones who made stories about my boyfriend, that now I am not sure if that all was true, but I don`t kare about it anymore because it was soo long ago and I don`t give a shit about it anymore. But when the time were our "friends" made me up a story, well, it just almost made my relationship wit my boyfriend destroyed. Well, it comes to be liek this again... I got other problems but my boyfriend is not there anymore to give a damn about me. Well, I`m on my own. But I am still currently working for his mom, everytime I am there at their place, he`s just around playing the computer, it just makes me cry sometimes while I`m working because he is just soo lazy! He doesn`t help his parents or some houseworks! He always go out at night and go home in the morning! It`s just weird to say why does he survive doing NOTHING in a day. Not completing anything or good goals for the day. And just being a couch potato, or just doing what he likes to do and when he wants it to do. I love him soo much but it`s just when I say to him those things he will just get mad at me. And it just hurts me because he is almost like my husband, and that I kare for him soo much eventhough I don`t kno if he is still thinking about me. Last night he broke my heart of the things he yelled and said to me, infront of my face. He is always like that. Now I don`t kno what to do, but to work and to work. I will be done working at their family business by the first week of october or 2nd week... I dunno. Then I will apply a new work which has the highest salary than my work at theirs, soo yea, now I could help to pay the rent here in our apartment. I will show him how I kan be responsible and that I am not a bitch-next-door who flirts while in a relationship. My goal now is to be successful and help my family financially. I kant wait to start working to my next work! But it`ll be sad that I will not see my boyfriend everyday when I start working there. But it`ll be okay. For me to grow up and to be mature. To use my knowledge in useful things. And to not waste my time into some bullshitty things. I`m 18 already, I want to be more mature, because I`m not that enough. I kant believe that I`m dealing this without my boyfriend, because he is currently wasting his time getting mad at me and having a good time wit his friends. I want to grow up wit my boyfriend, us learning grown-up stuffs. But it seems he`s not that interested. Guess I`m on my own now, in saving myself and my family`s problem. May the Good Lord help me and direct me in good path...