Friday, May 6, 2011

Issues and Shit

It's already 11am and I'm still wide awake. Heard a lot of things today about the people in the office, good and bad? Pure bad ish.


Every after shift, me and my girlfriends always go together to our condo and chill in the living room, cigarette time, eat, and talk about stuffs. And so today, what we talked about was really serious and we heard something that shocked us all. Well, specifically, our friend Dalia was the one in the hot seat. Told her a lot of things and she told us a lot too but everything went fine. I kno it sounds weird but really can't tell it here. I just wanna say that, you would really kno who are your true friends when you get to kno them for soo long, that's where you'll find out. And I'm just happy that I have them.


Dammmmit! I was about to sleep already and now I can't! Looks like I will have 2 bottles of coffee again tanayt. Oh I remembrd, it's been 2 days now since I ate real food. I've been eating noodles for the past 2 days but it's okay. Goodbye rice for awhile. I'm tryna lose weight bec next weekend I will be going wit my good friend Bianca to Batangas wit her friends that I don't kno, she asked me to come wit her and I said yes. I've been craving all month to go to tha beach! It's still summertime soo enjoy it while it lasts! Hahaha anyway, and then after that, last week of this month, we will be having our Company Outing soo make sure we're fit. Haha hope that I could have tha time to hit tha gym. Hmmm anyway, tired and got nuthin to say anymore. Will just listen to music til I sleeeeeeep. Zzzzzzzzz

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Spicy Cheetos + Vanilla Ice Cream

Oh thank you Lord! Finally back here in the condo in Ortigas. Just got back from work and it was really tiring but yea it was fun, but still tiring as usual. Was in the mood to take in calls, and I think I dialed more than 300 or 400 today but still no accounts opened :( anyway, there's always another day, another opportunity.

Today, I have to go back to the Dentist(my uncle) to get my lower braces attached bec I only have the upper part and it's been five days since I had it. So I ate rice, and whatever I wanted to eat, burger, fries and whatsover bec I won't be able to eat again. Kind of excited bec I can focus on my diet and I would just be in pain when I eat something then it will be soo much easier to not eat at all hehe

Soo I'm just here in the condo with my friend Mich, while using April's laptop while she's still in the office. Gonna get sum sleep soon! I have to wake up by 1am for my appointment.

I forgot to say that I dared myself to not check facebook the whole week and also sign in in Yahoo Messenger, but I just checked my YM but facebook, no. I can do this! Haha I gotta stop holding my phone all the time! I ain't no addict but it's just like that eversince I bought my phone. Soo anyway, it will help me to focus on other things and to forget this problem that I have with someone that I can't be involved to. Anyway, I'm not gonna talk about that here in my blog. Just gonna keep it to myself or I'll just forget it. Gonna get ready to rest, just gonna clean up a lil' bit before I sleep.

I always remind myself, wherever I go, whatever I do, always think about the Lord that He loves us soo much! It feels so good to be loved by Him! I love you Lord soo much! Thank you for all the blessings and the trials that you have given me, and that you will be giving. I thank you soo much Lord for your love! It's better than life! Amen!

Monday, May 2, 2011

First blog this year!

Wow! That was a long time of no blogging! Well, almost a year actually. So, anyway, alot of things to tell. And I'm still thinking of how to deactivate this and create a new one because of my past blogs. But I dunno, maybe I'll just keep 'em than to create a new one.

So yea, it's been a long time but anyway there's a lot of things to tell. After I broke up wit Patrick last June, I had a hard time to work for 2 months but then everything changed when I started going out. It was July when I started going out again and never did stop upto now. I swear I'm not tired in going out and partying every weekend because that's the only time I have to unwind and to relieve the stress from work. And soo a lot of things happened, like I've been going to different events, hiphop events mostly, music events, parties, house parties, whatever and wherever. Moved on completely after a few months. Didn't even notice that I was gaining weight and I have no idea how much weight I gained but, still I am happy. My bestfriend Tinah and I had more time going out, most of the time in coffee shops so that we could talk about every little thing.

And so this year came, 2011. Things were more different from last year, and heck, it is awesome!!! I have no idea but a lot has changed even personality and physically.
Last January of this year, My bestfriend and I always go to Starbucks and just talk all night. We had this Flirt 101 thing bec after my break up wit Patrick, I haven't dated anyone yet! Soo, at that time I realized that and it became frustrating. Bec I didn't even know, whenever there will be a guy who's gonna hit on me, I get mad and tell them to fuck off! So my bestfriend told me that I have to stop doing that and try to explore. Okay, so let's say I'm not good in those kind of things like, flirting and shit, because I was in a long serious relationship for almost 6 yrs and that was like since I was 14 yrs old. Like what the heck do I know about flirting stufff?! So there was my bestfriend, my hero. So what I did, is I started to change physically first, which is my hair. My hair was really really long like till my butt, and I had to had it cut and permed it too. Changed the hair color, and at the same time, trying to lose weight. It was February when I started dating again. I dunno if it was the hair or whatever but dang! I can't believe it that I don't have to do any effort to get a guy. I know, I know it sounds like I'm bragging and shit but heck, no. It lasted til this month (April) and It's just how it is now. Haha pure awesomeness. It sounded like Barney Stinson.

So the story's not ending there. I had this time, when I really was enjoying and stuff, it changed my mind that I won't stop having fun, well what I mean is this single life. I am only going to be committed in a serious relationship when there will be someone who can commit to me as well. So, so far there's none, and soo far I am having fun so not rushing into things I just turned 21! Haha but I have something to tell that I can't tell anyone. Well, my bestfriends know it, but not all. It's just bothering me for weeks now. But yea, I'm not gonna post it because it's too private. Just tryna distract myself into a lot of things now soo nothing bad will happen. Anyway, I think I have to go now. Leaving this afternoon to go to the condo, which is where I stay every workdays Mon-Fri, and I go back here in my place every weekends. Hopefully, I could blog again this week. I'm gonna be blogging regulary again, well not like everyday, but still.

Adios! ;)