A Test of Faith

First blog after year 2009. I think this is the first blog since 2008? Hmm not sure...

Woke up at 2am, and I can't get back to sleep. I was supposed to go to Eastwood, but I was waiting for my boyfriends sms but I think he was asleep. Anyway, Started by 11pm (I think) when me and my guy friend started texting about how's going on and some other things when we started to talk about religion. My friend is actually an atheist, well, atheist doesn't believe in God, but my friend doesn't believe in the other way too - Heaven and Hell.

As a born-again Christian, I am also a representative of our religion. For my beliefs and knowledge for it is unbreakable. I know everything in this world is a part of a test and the cycle in it are temptations that surrounds us which are the challenges in the process. Test of how strong is your faith.
My friend and I talk about a lot of stuffs even before, and I do even notice the way he dresses but I never thought about him being an unbeliever. Talked about a lot of things and one of them is Lady Gaga. I love her songs, fashion and her style. I mean who doesn't love her? Maybe the ones who know her well, and who really knows her deep under her skin. She is part of my routine everyday. Before I sleep and as I wake up, I go to work, while on work, and sometimes when eating. My friend and I talked about her, with him being a fan of Lady Gaga as well. This guy knows about her very well, well it's because he can relate with her lyrics and the things he read and saw online. So my friend, which is an atheist, started to talk about religion which is very interesting topic for me ever since. I asked a lot of questions, since this is the first time I had a friend who is an unbeliever. He told me his side of the world. He doesn't believe in Heaven and Hell, doesn't believe in God or the Devil, for he only believe that it is only an imagination of the people's mind. Well, imagination is not a good word, maybe a part of creative thinking. People I meet, some are the same, some are religious, but there are some people you wouldn't even know if they know something about it. There are a lot of these kind in our world today. I mean, who wouldn't notice that. In out country, there are a lot of Catholicism running around this place. How would you think this country will succeed if religions will contrast? Test of your faith, test of your knowledge. A pleasure for your mind, a challenge for cognition. Someday, all of us will realize everything. Purpose of why we are living and the purpose of our duty. But do we have to wait for that "someday" to come? If I could just share some of my experiences and the knowledge for what I am bringing up right now, words are hard to show. Sunday will be exciting. Another service to refresh us, and to build up more brain cells.