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I found out that he's cheating again.

Stoned face

Last night I was too unease about the feeling that I really wanna see him that time, moment, second, whatever. So, the whole night when I was at work (I work at night shifts) I was tryna be focused in my work but I'm trying so hard that I could not get him off my mind. So yea, paycheck was moved tom, its fine, but the thing is, I wasn't thinking about that. So as the clock started to change, making the time a minute and 4 hours of the day, I got up and started to clean my station and finish the ritual things we do in the office. So, went down with the last five-hundred bill in my pocket, went to this convenient store and reloaded my phone and started to call...

I thought that was the time that he would answer my call bec I decided to go to their place. Ring-ring-ring... Soorry I think he cannot hear me cause he's busy... sleeping.
I tried to text him, few msgs but still no reply but I still went to their place. Got a cab and got out when I was near their street. About to take the last turn, but his Dad was there cleaning the van, so I didn't take my chances on that. I waited but got a little unpatient bec it was still dark and of course there were no people around. So I tried to text for the last time but still, no reply. I walked pass across the dark streets and good thing my mp4 player was with me so I was keeping my mind busy at those times. But the catch is, I was listening to slow sentimental and blues and I know that's not gonna help, it's makin it worse. Now almost 5 hours after my work, I'm still awake. Not even 1 yawn made it out of my mouth.

It's been 3 days... Summer is getting colder and colder for me. Tomorrow, I'm gonna do the same thing I did today.