First blog this year!

Wow! That was a long time of no blogging! Well, almost a year actually. So, anyway, alot of things to tell. And I'm still thinking of how to deactivate this and create a new one because of my past blogs. But I dunno, maybe I'll just keep 'em than to create a new one.

So yea, it's been a long time but anyway there's a lot of things to tell. After I broke up wit Patrick last June, I had a hard time to work for 2 months but then everything changed when I started going out. It was July when I started going out again and never did stop upto now. I swear I'm not tired in going out and partying every weekend because that's the only time I have to unwind and to relieve the stress from work. And soo a lot of things happened, like I've been going to different events, hiphop events mostly, music events, parties, house parties, whatever and wherever. Moved on completely after a few months. Didn't even notice that I was gaining weight and I have no idea how much weight I gained but, still I am happy. My bestfriend Tinah and I had more time going out, most of the time in coffee shops so that we could talk about every little thing.

And so this year came, 2011. Things were more different from last year, and heck, it is awesome!!! I have no idea but a lot has changed even personality and physically.
Last January of this year, My bestfriend and I always go to Starbucks and just talk all night. We had this Flirt 101 thing bec after my break up wit Patrick, I haven't dated anyone yet! Soo, at that time I realized that and it became frustrating. Bec I didn't even know, whenever there will be a guy who's gonna hit on me, I get mad and tell them to fuck off! So my bestfriend told me that I have to stop doing that and try to explore. Okay, so let's say I'm not good in those kind of things like, flirting and shit, because I was in a long serious relationship for almost 6 yrs and that was like since I was 14 yrs old. Like what the heck do I know about flirting stufff?! So there was my bestfriend, my hero. So what I did, is I started to change physically first, which is my hair. My hair was really really long like till my butt, and I had to had it cut and permed it too. Changed the hair color, and at the same time, trying to lose weight. It was February when I started dating again. I dunno if it was the hair or whatever but dang! I can't believe it that I don't have to do any effort to get a guy. I know, I know it sounds like I'm bragging and shit but heck, no. It lasted til this month (April) and It's just how it is now. Haha pure awesomeness. It sounded like Barney Stinson.

So the story's not ending there. I had this time, when I really was enjoying and stuff, it changed my mind that I won't stop having fun, well what I mean is this single life. I am only going to be committed in a serious relationship when there will be someone who can commit to me as well. So, so far there's none, and soo far I am having fun so not rushing into things I just turned 21! Haha but I have something to tell that I can't tell anyone. Well, my bestfriends know it, but not all. It's just bothering me for weeks now. But yea, I'm not gonna post it because it's too private. Just tryna distract myself into a lot of things now soo nothing bad will happen. Anyway, I think I have to go now. Leaving this afternoon to go to the condo, which is where I stay every workdays Mon-Fri, and I go back here in my place every weekends. Hopefully, I could blog again this week. I'm gonna be blogging regulary again, well not like everyday, but still.

Adios! ;)